haii...i'm gonna start with my brother. my bro (yg kedua) akan bertunang on the 16th january. in may, i guess, ia khawin. i don't know why, but i'm gonna miss my bro NANTI when ia gone. haahaa..coz i like to play with him. haahaaa... i am gonna cry tu nanti..

okay then.

i hate when people say 'goodbye' to me..dalam mimpi or in real life, of course. i hate it, i just don't like it. i hate..when i'm alone. its like, i'm scared. haaha. i'm serious. i am afraid...when i am 'alone'.

i hate when people that i really love and care say 'goodbye' to me. so never say goodbye to me..

dalam mimpi, although it is not real, but when i woke up, the 'feeling' of kena tinggalkan tu dapat rasa. i hate it. its like, it is going to happen to me later. i hate goodbyes.

fidah pernah mimpi someone said goodbye to me and then in my life, that person really said bye bye to me..that person tinggalkan fidah...alone. i'm scared and sad.

recently, i got a dream..someone said 'goodbye' to me. its actually the 3rd time that she said goodbye to me, in a dream...ahaa. i don't wanna hear that. don't say that 'goodbye' to me. it is just..i'm scared.

"Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear..
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near...
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry..
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye.. "

never...

running..running...

i am tired of running. but i am glad to see you.. i am happy =)

but i have to run..

as fast as i can..

running is not the best for me..

but i have to do it.

in a time...i am gonna stop.

stop...

and you? how about you?

no...don't just look at me like that..

i need you..i need your hands..

hold me...

then what??

don't let me go..

though...


though for you..


letting go is the best for us.

help me!! tv3 inda mauuuuuuuu!! canaa aku kan liat hafiz at anugerah juara lagu?! macammm manaaa niii????? tv3 online aku dah sign up tapi nda tau di manaa kan liattt!!!! aduuhhhhhhhhhhhh...................

HAFIZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

canaa ku kan behidupp niii??????

streessssss!!!!!

lee wan..my lee wan!

Lee Wan and Kim Tae Hee, sisternya..cute =D

letters from my friends!!! haahaaha..i read them all.

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"HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2010"

i'm going to labuan for 2 days, on the 1st of january..i wana buy cds. haahaa. and something for you. yeah you.

i went jalan2 with my sis and mom on monday and i bought DVD 5 in 1. i really excited when i saw a movie, 'more than blue' a korean movie, so i bought it. and i already watched it. guess what?? i am crying when i watched the movie. really sad, for me..

i searched at google, 'a story sadder than sadness' the story is different with 'more than blue' but the storyline is the same. i wanna watch 'a story sadder than sadness'...

fidah mimpi something hari tu. and i cried when my sis bangunkan. haahaa. i am losing somebody and it was really sad..but it was only a dream. haahaa. apalaah aku ni kann..

hmm..i watched KBS DRAMA AWARDS and YOON EUN HYE WON! i was really happy and crazy haahaa. KIM TAE HEE and Lee Byung Hun also won and . i love iris and i'm addicted to it. nyaahaahaa..

okay then. i'm gonna stop here. happy new year, 2010 to all my friends, to fifah, to him, to c pretender and also to myself. haaaahaaahaaaaaa............